Saturday, May 03, 2003
Proust Moment, May 3, 2003
No Turning Back
Marcel awaits Mamma knowing that he has taken a considerable turn, that in his desire for a kiss he has perhaps pushed things entirely too far.
“... I knew that what I had just done was in the same category as certain other sins for which I had been severely chastised, though infinitely more serious than they. When I went out to meet my mother as she herself came up to bed, and when she saw that I had remained up so as to say good night to her again in the passage, I should not be allowed to stay in the house a day longer, I should be packed off to school next morning; so much was certain. Very good: had I been obliged, the next moment, to hurl myself out of the window, I should still have preferred such a fate. For what I wanted now was Mamma, and to say good night to her. I had gone too far along the road which led to the realisation of this desire to be able to retrace my steps.”
--"Overture," Swann's Way
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